Love and hate are powerful things. Seems like those that hate, get ahead. I don't understand why bad things happen to good people and the haters keep going.
It's too bad we need a 'day' to express why love beats hate, but it is important to remember why love is better.
Most people want to love and be love. I cannot fathom those that live and thrive on negativity, especially over the small things. Stupid drivers, stupid people working at drive throughs, stupid machine made coffee too hot, and on and on.
I've always been the 'nice' girl. While I don't have long left here, it is becoming more apparent that I will not put up with hate. I am usually patient and put up with alot, but I can't give in and be nice to hate. Cheesy yes, but life is too short to live that way.
The kindness and love that I surround myself with, surprises me everyday. I will not tolerate anything less. Hate tends to make the world go round.
It needs to be love. We all can learn to live with love and kindness, don't hate the haters, just don't play the game.
Love not just for today, but for always. Reach out a little more, let this jaded world be, and embrace love.
Love beats hate, lets keep it going. Who's with me?
Thank you to those that have reached out to me, loved me sickness and health.
Really does mean the world.
Love love love.
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Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
Anger as Beauty?
I have no doctor again. My GP suddenly left her practice, and the ER thinks her and the rheumy are on crack. My blood was drawn every 2 weeks yet didn't do anything even seeing I was at danger levels.
The GP however signed the disability forms, which hopefully will come in fast, however I am not expecting anything for 8-10 months.
I have had to de-roster myself from the GP with the province, and was put on a Care Connect program. I have a nurse assigned to me trying to match me with a new GP, again this will also take months so my options right now are the ER. It will be time to go in soon anyway.
Anger as beauty? Some people say so. Some try to get me worked up and angry to show me I am alive. I would much rather laugh.
I have always been a passionate person, and I continuously go through grief stages.
These are real losses, the pain never ever goes away, something very simple is now a production.
This messes my body, but it can also mess with my emotions. Today is a particularly bad day. I'm not going to feel better, I want to at least feel happy. A huge misconception is that this is like a flu.
I have a very small family, needless to say blood ain't thicker than water. My father's side has been hard to get on with, they are negative and aggressive. When they say "Are you feeling better YET?" That hurts. I understand this is hard on people, I do. And I am sorry I got so incapacitated and bedridden, right. it was just to fuck with your heads. /smh
I'm in a serious way, I rather not argue about how I am feeling, that takes too much energy. I appreciate the asking, happy doesn't mean healthy though.
I've lost everything my body used to let me do, no harm in having some points of laughter in there is there?
Anger as Beauty, Hate as Love?
I am angry today, I apologize.
If you know me, you know it's World Lupus Day today, May 10th, 2010. If you don't know me yet, I hope you know that it's a day of awareness, someone you might know or even perhaps love
have the struggle of life every minute.
Ask away if you have questions. Thank you for the support, laughs and sometimes sharing my tears.
<3
The GP however signed the disability forms, which hopefully will come in fast, however I am not expecting anything for 8-10 months.
I have had to de-roster myself from the GP with the province, and was put on a Care Connect program. I have a nurse assigned to me trying to match me with a new GP, again this will also take months so my options right now are the ER. It will be time to go in soon anyway.
Anger as beauty? Some people say so. Some try to get me worked up and angry to show me I am alive. I would much rather laugh.
I have always been a passionate person, and I continuously go through grief stages.
These are real losses, the pain never ever goes away, something very simple is now a production.
This messes my body, but it can also mess with my emotions. Today is a particularly bad day. I'm not going to feel better, I want to at least feel happy. A huge misconception is that this is like a flu.
I have a very small family, needless to say blood ain't thicker than water. My father's side has been hard to get on with, they are negative and aggressive. When they say "Are you feeling better YET?" That hurts. I understand this is hard on people, I do. And I am sorry I got so incapacitated and bedridden, right. it was just to fuck with your heads. /smh
I'm in a serious way, I rather not argue about how I am feeling, that takes too much energy. I appreciate the asking, happy doesn't mean healthy though.
I've lost everything my body used to let me do, no harm in having some points of laughter in there is there?
Anger as Beauty, Hate as Love?
I am angry today, I apologize.
If you know me, you know it's World Lupus Day today, May 10th, 2010. If you don't know me yet, I hope you know that it's a day of awareness, someone you might know or even perhaps love
have the struggle of life every minute.
Ask away if you have questions. Thank you for the support, laughs and sometimes sharing my tears.
<3
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